I dunnoe wad i did wrong. Last nite, while i was cleaning the hamster cage, babe called and because i had my hands full. i did not pick up the call.I had actually planned on calling her back in a short while's time once i am done but who knew that just because i did not pick up the call, babe called me on my hp 4 times and sent me an sms in a matter of 5 mins. When i called her back, all i did was tell her not to call me so many times in future but sadly, that did not go down well with her. According to her, i did not appreciate her care and concern for me and it hurt her badly. But my question is, what wrong have i done? I did not ask her NOT TO CALL AT ALL in future but just to not call so many times. She made it seem as though i had reprimanded her for calling and she stated that she would not call me anymore in future cause i did not even deserve it. So much for stating that she was hurt..what about me? What about the many times she asked me not to nag so much, not to blow things up? Am i then supposed to shut my mouth up for the rest of my life? Sometimes i just feel that she only looks at herself and beyond that is not of any concern to her. She did not care about my feelings when she said those things there and then but when i said the same things about her, it could have such a great effect on her. I really wonder how the future is gonne be like. For now it seems so bleak..we're quarelling almost every other day and over such trivial things. She doesn't seem to be able to understand that this relationship is not only about her, but me and us as well. If she is not happy, everything crumbles. I have no say in this relationship.. I just can't voice my thoughts and views. Just like this..all i wanted was a little space

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